6th April 2021
Morning routines - breakfast over, maid cleaning etc. I had to go to Maqbara as compound gate and wall is being constructed.
I asked Rajiv if there was any news about the LIC money ( 5lakhs, which matured 4 yrs ago) as the Ansal money of 1.25lakhs has to be paid on 8th April via cheque which Rajiv had given to Mr Indresh at Ansal.
I told him that he should have paid it from the 5lakhs loan that I had taken from the co-operative. He said, he will manage to pay - Kuch - na - kuch ho jayega. I was just thinking aloud when I said that "I am so tired of this situation as my salary does not come in April and bills have to be paid."
Rajiv said 'if you are tired then why don't you shift to Maqbara and we ( he, Aditya and his father) can live on rent elsewhere or go to Noida/Delhi. I can manage to pay the car emi ( SUV, I20 Active and I20 Sports Bullet and TV) which comes to around 50,000/-. ( I don't know the exact figure but I have given Rajiv Rs 40,000/- flat for these payments. Noida rent is RS 10,000/- as per what Rajiv has told me). And when father-in-law is no more he will come back and join me ( the voice tone was very smooth as if to incite me to say something).
I immediately said, 'What about food?' ( Because emi's are not the only payments, there are daily expenses( milk, roasted chicken, eggs, bread, food items etc. and monthly expenses (paper, electricity, rent, maintenance etc.).
He said I can manage to pay emi's then I can pay this too. He then turned on me for saying 'what about food?' He started to accuse me of saying that without me he cannot eat food. That was not my intention nor was I thinking along that line. I was looking at things very practically.
I took a bath and went to maqbara for workers had come and I had online classes. I returned in the evening by 7.45 - 8pm 9had to fill water and water plants), to find him sitting and drinking.
Next morning/ evening he told me that he phoned his CA Reddy and told him about our conversation and Reddy told him to run away.
I apologized because I did not mean to hurt him in any way but was thinking practically. He said that I should not use words that will hurt him. I really apologized because I did not intend to hurt him.
